Pleading hard... Hope HE cares !!!

Dear God, Why is it me all the time????? Does that make sense to you??? How can you play with me always, haven’t you prepared any strategy, a plan for my life, my future before dumping me in this world?? How can you be so careless? Ah! You are disappointing me and it is very frustrating me now…God, do you hear me????????

I don’t know how and why this happens, the reason for my unplanned sufferings are hitting me hard these days. I am clueless like a kid in an unknown city. I am stretching my hand blindly for someone to catch my hand and drag me to my right direction and help me find solace.. But no one holds my hand :( I have always heard since my childhood that we don’t act according to our wishes, God makes us to act according to His wishes and we are the mere puppets in His control to dance on His tunes. Well, if this is so true, God, please answer me, is it the plan for me before dumping me here? Was ‘Luck/Fortune’ never on my list in your planned spreadsheet for my life? How can you be so irresponsible while penning down my life history? Oh Puhleez.. Don’t tell me that it is because of your Karma/Deeds of your past life..God, if you are telling this, trust me this is a bad excuse for your careless execution of my life chart. My grand mom said that we are here to face everything in this life for our good and bad deeds as well, and there is no carry forward for our deeds to our next life like our left over vacations to be used in next year cycle. Do you people (oops read Gods) have rating system too? Then God you must be screwed up in your appraisal for mishandling/carelessly scripting my life chart. My grand mom could’ve scripted my life chart much better than you, she’s better at work than you God.

God, please rework on my life spreadsheet and make necessary changes to help me lead my life easily. I am fed up and tired of being unfortunate every time. Please help me and listen to my words :) .. In spite of such mistakes by you, I Love You!!! :) and I have faith in you.