Adaption and Existence !!

“There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them”.

It is hard to choose any of the choice… I don’t want to accept the existing conditions nor do I want to blame myself or anyone for changing it. But, yes the conditions keep changing over time. I wonder at this superb nature gifted to Humans by God. They have an amazing adaptability to any situation or condition… yet they don’t whine about anything.

What makes us so adaptable to situations? At first we don’t like a thing/person/place and slowly we start getting used to it. Is it the generation of internal hormones which ends up creating chemical reactions in our mind and soul called ‘Adaption’ and ‘Existence’? Trust me the two deadly terms ‘Adaption’ and ‘Existence’ are not just simple terms. We always question ourselves whether we would be able to adapt to such a situation, but trust me Humans are so flexible and can be adapted to any possible change for their mere existence. Just like an arrange marriage, where the girl has no choice but to accept the man and love him till she breathes last. I feel even she adapts to it for her existence.

How life was before and how is it now? I am really surprised to see myself at this state, looking at the monitor continuously for long hours, knowing nothing of the outside world, no friends, no fun. Did I study so much just to gaze at my screen for hours together? I always try to jot down some fantastic write up for my blog, still it always gets a back seat and I don’t get any time for it. How has this job life sucked all my aspirations, interests, fun out of me? Shopping for clothes, accessories and sandals was my top most priority, and I never compromised to it... Look at me now... Feels like an aged lady with no interest to dress up (Or Have I grown old??.. Unbelievable!! Sucks! )… All my dreams of a highly luxurious life with fun and loads of entertainment have turned to dust…Yet I don’t whine about anything.

Life has become so monotonous, dull and boring. When you read this, don’t you think, you are at the same state as me? You cannot deny to this and this is not only about me or you, this is happening to all...Yet we don’t whine about anything. (For the simple reason, we are adapted to the change now!!)

Now I want my fun-filled life back, I want myself to keep away from adapting to this change. This adaptability is infectious; this adaption for existence is killing my zeal and enthusiasm for more growth as I am slowly getting satisfied with small things. Hell, I never wanted this.. and I just pray that I don’t get smitten by this ‘Adaption’ for my ‘Existence’. I want to live life--- KING SIZE!! ;)