Friday, January 25, 2013

The last look...

Watching your house at a distance,
My heart wishes another chance,
Thousands of memories rattling my mind,
Choosing the best is tough to find.

Standing across the lane and watching your car,
Dives me into a pool of memories we have traveled so far,
Hiding myself and staring at your door,
The teary eyes make my vision poor.

In the House, imagining myself inside,
The smiles on my face couldn’t hide,
We danced, we played, we romanced, and we fought,
‘I wish I can do it again’, is just another thought.

Things were not in my hand,
And it slipped more quickly than sand,
My heart is filled with unfounded fears,
As I know you are not mine anymore, walking back beholding my tears.

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

7 Days to the wedding…



My married cousins and friends share their experience on how the days went by during their wedding time. But trust me, I do not feel any of them. I am not nervous, I am not scared, I am not excited, I am not taking facials to look pretty; I am not doing or feeling anything that a normal bride should feel. I guess I was more excited during my best friends wedding, my cousins wedding…

I think these feelings will take time to sink in, I am yet to feel these lovely feeling of a bride. I am not feeling homesick...I have left home since 6 years to join a peanut income job…though peanuts don’t fill your stomach but do give you independence. 

So many things on the ‘To Do’ list and none of them have been stricken off… Sigh!
Anyways… I hope I will get the feel once I sit on the mandap… 

Till then… Cya !

Journey from Love to Marriage


A handsome prince comes in a white and golden robe on a horse and takes away the princess in lovely pink gown along with him…since childhood every little girl gets to see this dream once in her life time; she gets all this rosy dreams after reading dozens of those bull shit fairy tales. As she grows with age and maturity she understands the reality is so different from the tales that her mom used to tell her while sleeping. The moment she falls in love in her later life, she slowly loses her maturity and again starts to believe her fairy world of fantasy.


Love makes one go blind, it is true to its core. I have no clue what makes the girl feel like a princess and she becomes so happy that even the most expensive dress or shoes or even money can’t buy her happiness. The feeling of a new seedling of love is priceless. She fights with everyone who comes along her way of love…

As the love slowly passes through phases of friendship, romance, fights, sacrifices, compromises, possessiveness, insecurity, ego crisis, compatibility issues, and difference of opinions… The love between the two love birds starts to shake. You will find yourself in a realm of mixed emotions. The situation turns dramatic when you spend all your time convincing your parents and when they are actually convinced, you turn unconvinced about the person you chose.  The only question that keeps haunting you will be, ‘Am I taking the right step?’  At this point you are utterly confused and there is no backing off…No way!! 

The inevitable mishap that is ought to happen. The love and fondness is just expressed in words to keep the relationship alive as love doesn’t exist anymore. The thought to break up will kill you but the fear of society, peers, family engulfs you. You become a slave to your orthodox thoughts however modern you present yourself to the society. The love between the couple just remains ‘Once upon a time…’

Marriages are made in heaven and screwed on Earth. Love is a beautiful bond which is pious and precious. If the question comes in mind and you are in doubt… listen to your heart, forget about the creepy society, there is no wrong in getting selfish and to think about yourself only. If you aren’t sure about the person, please do not go ahead. If you are sure about the person, don’t let anyone come in between…go ahead and marry your love.
Happy Marriage !